about me

heads up and thank fuck you're still alive
(enter shikari - the last garrison)

rowan (they/them)
18 | neurodivergent | white australian
undiagnosed chronic illness, aphantasic
living on yugambeh land
self-published author
world scout jamboree 2023 australian contingent
kandersteg international scout centre - winter short term staff 2023-24

we sit on a throne waiting for god to bend the knee, but we're nothing more than royal beggars
(architects - royal beggars)

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interests

and with a fall from grace thy will be done, the show is over
(pendulum - granite)

hyperfixations/comforts in bold - listed in alphabetical order

music

architects, bad omens, bring me the horizon, crywolf, empire of the sun, enter shikari, i prevail, memphis may fire, northlane, pendulum, poets of the fall, shinedown, sleep token, spiritbox, starset, theory of a deadman, thornhill

games

alan wake II, assassin's creed, citizen sleeper, control, death stranding, deathloop, destiny 2, disco elysium, far cry 5, firewatch, gtfo, overwatch, quantum break, red dead redemption 2

books

11.22.63 - stephen king, angels & demons - dan brown, dark matter - blake crouch, honeybee - craig silvey, house of leaves - mark z. danielewski, illuminae/gemina/obsidio - amie kaufman & jay kristoff, maxwell's demon - steven hall, s. - doug dorst & j.j. abrams, the institute - stephen king, the raw shark texts - steven hall

are we perfect mistakes? or almighty fuck-ups?
(architects - broken cross)

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socials

sightless eyes in this synthetic shade watch as you fall into my arms
(thornhill - red summer)

twitter - @helryon_ & @paddingtonfrisk
instagram - @metalcoreenjoyer
tumblr - @unhingednovelist

you whisper, serpent tongue, what you fear you have become
(starset - something wicked)

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